Look at this, two posts, back to back ... wow!
After more reflection on our month, I have to admit that I am nervous/worried/scared/etc. I guess every parent has normal concerns about their children but I it just hit home that having a complication on top of just raising a child is harder that I anticipated.
We've moved several times over the past year, had a baby and recovered from mold exposure and I think we're finally a bit more stable. Fortunately and unfortunately, it's given me the ability to reflect and realize that I actually have been avoiding truly facing our decision about surgery and how that could affect A long-term. Like, I'm avoiding pluming the depths of my emotions and soul to feel how that feels ... ah, feelings, how I can loathe thee at times! Thou art so powerful!
As I looked at her head last night, I thought "man, I hope you're hair grows in soon ... because your head is just funny shaped." I feel in my gut that she's going to be fine but I still wonder how this will affect her and how everything will turn out in the end. If anything, her personality points me to believe she's going to make the best of anything.
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